Don't LOCK your HEART

is it that hard to reveal your heart?
was it that difficult to answer your own question?
why?
do you afraid..if it not turn out to be what u expect it would?
are you not ready?
or was it because it didn't reach your heart enough to voice it out.

well, if you planned to keep it, i advice you don't.
it might be bitter, but could be sweet as well.
so just split it..ok?

yeay!

hai!
hari ni saya belajar buat background utk blog. mula2 tu rasa dah nak give up baca coding2 html ni.
tapi disebabkan saya tgh rajin, maka saya pun mencuba dan terus mencuba..
lepas tu...tadaaaaa...
ni adalah hasil yg telah berjaya saya dapat setelah menunjukkan kerajinan dan keazaman saya.
sekarang saya dah tau mcam mane nak buat..jadi di lain waktu saya akan letak background yang menarik.
jadi tahniah to Aisya!
YEAY!!

walk away...

I feel like a bomb is burst inside me.. my whole body is really hurt..

i try to get up and walk from it but then i just keep myself paused there, unable to do anything.

What i really can do up untill now is just watching you, hear the news, smile and wish you a happy life, pretend like it was all ok, but it's not. it's not ok..it's not.

it just make myself keep thinking why your life so easy while i'm not,

why you can have a happy life while i'm not, why i always live in the past while you live forward,

why i am so fragile while you are a flower that beautifully blossom in the garden...

am i that insignificant?

though...i'm happy for you, it just that..i want to have a life like you have too..

when the times comes, pls wish for me as i always wish for you...

Congratulation on your happy life, i will work hard like you had.

Apa yang ingin kau bicara

Apa lagi yang ingin kau bicarakan
Seluruh isinya telah ku tahu
Segala cerita mu telah ku dengar
Setiap katamu telah ku hafal satu persatu

Tetapi orang kecill sepertiku
apa yang boleh ku bantu..
jika hatimu penuh luka
jika lukamu masih mengalir darahnya
jika darahmu menjalar ke ulu hati
aku juga tidak mampu membasuhnya dengan kain kecilku

hentikan bicara mu
jika kau mahu lukamu berhenti mengalir darahnya

kuman

dont get people wrong.
they not stupid,
they just not tell people that they're just damn right about a thing!

I'm Paused

.....................

i'm paused
maybe a while
maybe a little bit a while
maybe a bit more a while
maybe a lot more
maybe...

untill then
i'm just paused
not play
neither rewind nor fast forward
not even eject
can't be stop though
unless someone pickup the remote control
find the right way to unpaused me..

untill then
i'm just paused

.............................

finally... exam! scary nyer....

huhu..bukan saya yang exam. adik saya.
so gud luck utk adik. tomorrow is her SPM.
do your best!! ☺